A girl problem that is worse than death

[Jacob Roman]

I've been together with my girlfriend, Sarah, for nearly three years (would be three if it's Febuary). We had the best relationship ever. I done more for her than any boyfriend would ever do for her, and loved her like no other. A few months ago, she finds a new best friend named CJ, who's a lesbian. Sarah decides to move in with her to get out of her mom's apartment and out into the real world. CJ lives in a hotel by the way with two other roomates who are guys (not gay of course), but just friends with CJ. Those friends later got kicked out permanently by CJ a month ago. She's the kind of girl that orders people around, telling people what to do or else they'll suffer the consequences. I noticed Sarah was scared to say or do things that CJ wouldn't want to do, knowing right away something is up. She hardly came to my house, unless she needed rent money since she was unemployed. She hardly called. She wouldn't let me call CJ's cell phone because she said CJ said so, which by the way was the only way we could communicate. And she wouldn't let me come visit her at the hotel because she said CJ told her not for me to come. Just recently 2 days before Christmas (12/23/04), my girlfriend, Sarah, just broke up with me and told me that she was gay...around Christmas of all days! . She also said that she's been cheating on me for the past few months. I never was so miserable in my life. She came over the next day with CJ to get her christmas gifts and say good bye. When she hugged me, she whispered into my ear saying "I love you", even though we broke up. Now I'm supposed to give her time and space before we can be friends. CJ I know for a fact has her by the leash and manipulated her in some way. I tried calling the next couple of days, even on Christmas day, and she changed big time. She was yelling at me on the phone saying "We....are....not....together....anymore...[click]!!!" Man I can't sleep, I can't eat, I think of Sarah all the time. And I really want her back. When I got back to work a couple of days later, I was so depressed, that my boss was asking me if there was a problem. I discussed the problem, and he gave me hope saying things like this: This situation would be like opening a cage and setting a bird free. If the bird comes back, then it was ment to be. So what should I do? I can't kidnap Sarah or anything. And I have a feeling that CJ talked (or forced) Sarah into breaking up with me.