[Serious]Why are you not a believer of the existence of God

[Lord Orwell]

"Happy is the one who takes your babies and smashes them against the rocks" -Psalms 137:9

Its a quote i live by

yep its full of stuff like that. Yet we give these things to children to read?

Here's my favourite:
"the firstborn said unto the younger, Behold, I lay yesternight with my father: let us make him drink wine this night also; and go thou in, and lie with him"

although i also like the part where lot offered his daughters to a rape gang.

Here's some more choice quotes, designed to get you thinking about exactly how you are supposed to worship.
Matthew 5:16 Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven.
Matthew 6:1 Be careful not to do your ‘acts of righteousness’ before men, to be seen by them.
Ephesians 2:8-9 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith . . . not by works.
James 2:14-17 What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? . . . Faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.