[Serious]Why are you not a believer of the existence of God

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My mum died, I was told, god wonted her with him.
When someone doesn't die, they say god isn't ready for them.
Babies/ children, You did not create those, god did.

Thus If!!!! it's gods will, when life begins, or when the state that follows life ends(Death),
god created it, god terminated it,
Then it can not be your will, it's gods will!!!

So if I go kill someone then it was God's will that I do that? In other words "thou shalt not kill unless I tell you to"? How about if we take it 6,000,000 steps further and I'm Hitler. Did God make me do that?

So if You go kill someone then, must be gods will.
6,000,000+, must be gods will.
god is ready for them.