im back (i think)

[Skitchen8]

my screen name was un-banned, but i am still IP banned... not sure if its an oversight or if its telling me to just give up and go away...

anyways i have comments on a few things since i left, and since TT has now completely collapsed.
1)i would like to apologize to DF for being a complete ass hole at TT, im sorry, and i never meant to make you mad
2)anyone else that i pissed off at TT im sorry
3)If arien decides to stop by and read this, all i really have to say is told you so... i told you multiple times that if you acted like a **** than you would slowly drive members away. I like how you thought you had support when you banned me, really i think quite a few people wanted to see me go, which is the only reason they supported me. Thats perfectly all right, but now you can see how your immature power hungry childish actions completely ruined what seemed like a decent site. You have lost all of the good members that were ever there, mainly because all of the members quit. I told you that people didn't like absolutism in their admins, but no, don't listen to the one person that knew what he was talking about all along.
4)To any of the mods or karl, if i am still supposed to be banned, sorry... just tell me and i'll crawl back into my little cave
5)to karl, im wondering if you could possibly make a forum for arts and literature here, i have found this at many other forums, but they are not quite as active as VBF is, and i would like a place to get feedback on my poetry, and some rap when i feel its needed.
6)To whoever banned me in the first place: **** **** **** *** lol note, that was not censored, i just typed asteriks for the hell of it, really whoever banned me had good reason, hope everything is cool now
7)once again to karl: i really like what you have done with the site... great job and keep up the great work...

thats all folks

[DragonFly]

Originally posted by Skitchen8
1)i would like to apologize to DF for being a complete ass hole at TT, im sorry, and i never meant to make you mad

Thanks for the appology Eric you are showing more maturity than a lot of people would have

[Skitchen8]

well, soon after i was banned i realized that despite how stupid the reason for my banning was, i acted very immature and childish after. The fact that i made you mad, even after you had always been one of my biggest supporters, really made me change my mind about being pissed off about things. However, i couldn't apologize because i was banned from all the forums where i could contact you. Actually i think i pissed quite a few of my previous supporters off by my actions after my banning. A lot of **** in my life has changed since then, so really im a lot less of an angry person, and i don't explode on people for pissing me off anymore. Theres still quite a bit of stuff i'd like to be better, but right now im just living with whats going on, and realizing that im not goign to change **** by being depressed and feeling sorry for myself, so im trying to change it by changing myself.

[DragonFly]

Well I am very pleased to hear that life has turned around for you Eric

Like I have always said you are a very talented and special person.. and if you have learnt to control your anger then that has got to be a positive in your life.

It is very refreshing to see someone who has accepted who they are and is moving forward, we all have things we want to change about ourselves or our lives, it is how we handle those things that make the difference.

[joan_fl]

an old saying..

"heaven is right where you stand."

[Nightwalker83]

Glad your back Eric ( I think)

[beachbum]

Originally posted by joan_fl
"heaven is right where you stand."

Heaven is a half pipe

or the all time greatest song about heaven....

Heaven, heaven is a place,
a place where nothing,
nothing ever happens.