Thanks for the kind words all.
EntityX - It doesn't matter if I don't believe in God, I am still very thankful for your thoughts and kindness.
I actually didnt get to "eat" the contrast fluid... I got it intravenously, it stinged a bit and I got this sickening warm feeling...but it only lasted a couple of minutes.
Seems like I have to wait a week to get the results. I'm at work now... I'm on the night shift but I cant sleep. Too much to think about I guess.