Can't see anything in form.load

[vujjeni]

I draw a fixed circle using the graphics method...drawEllipse() in the form load form. However, When the form loads, it is not visible. What am I missing ?
I do not want to use form.
Here is what I have in my form.load ::
'getCenter(230, 230)
'getRadius(80)
Dim myBrush As New SolidBrush(Color.CadetBlue)
Me.CreateGraphics.FillEllipse(myBrush, 150, 150, 180, 180)
myBrush.Dispose()

Thanks