I have been thinking a lot lately(for a change )

and I wonder, when we look at something far away, a start for instance, why do we see it small and not its normal size?? I have a theory, but its a little hard for me to explain right now, as I just came home from a concert... (the smell of pot was heavy in the air)...
BTW has anybody ever been to a concert where you expect everyone to be not-so-good-looking, (Ok, so it was a stereotype which I dont like, but sometimes you cant help these things ) and there is this Amazingly HOT girl, dont want to get too <<>><<>> here, but she was wearing these short leather pants..... BRB in like 15 minutes!

<<>>15minutes<<>>


Ahh I feel much better now!
back to the subject... ahem
sometimes I wonder why, and how stuff happens/is made.

is this normal??

because i always ask questions on what i dont know, and I always wonder about things, but other people when I look at them, they just have such a dumbfounded, empty-headed look on their faces, it seems that they cant be thinking of anything.....
and I barely ever hear anybody(besides me) ask a question when they hear something confusing, and I know they cant understand it!!
because they dont even know what it is(for example, if my brother see's a joke about some actreess or actor that lived in the 20's he hears the poeple on TV(filmed live) laughing, so he does, I know he cant understand it... first of all, and mostly, he hates any kind of hisory)

ok, that was rather confusing,

onto another subject, well its just kind of a sub-subject,

some people I know are just so incredibaly Stupid! that sometimes I feel like bashing my head against the wall.
and I am not kidding about this, sometimes i just hear something and I am like "how can I live in a place where people are so DUMB"
I have to put my pillow over my head to keep people from hearing my screams....
OK, I do need to go to a rage-aholics class, but thats another story
how are some people smart and some not?
I know it has to do with genetics, but my brother is so much dumber than me(not trying to brag or anything... really) how can their be such a difference when the children are from the same parents?


I hope I made sense, like I said the concert I went to was a little wild, etc etc....