im VERY depressed at the moment, dunno what brought it on, maybe ill have cheered up in the mornin, but who knows
id appreciate ur input
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im VERY depressed at the moment, dunno what brought it on, maybe ill have cheered up in the mornin, but who knows
id appreciate ur input
no, you should kill me first... i almost did it today, but its my bros b-day... but theres a good chance ill do it tommorrow, after all today was the first time that i tried to kill myself and i wasn't even scared.
I shouldn't even answer this thread because you know the answer already. You will feel better in the morning and in the meantime you will just depress yourself more with this poll. Stop it now before people start taking the piss which will just depress you further. I would just delete it!
*smooch*
skitchen- whats wrong man??
katie- thanks, that helped a bit
but i think im gonna leave it and see what people say, its not like people pay that much attention to me is it!! :)
Suicide is a perment solution to a temporary problem. So my vote is no, even though i have considered doing it before. :eek:
well i figured out what is one of the factors in depressing me (other than the invisibilty, which seems to appear every time im depressed, which both blows and sucks at the same time)
its that .......person ariel sharon killing innocent palestinians with terrorist actions, and the west is standing by and watching, and when i vent my feelings for this creature in my location, marty sends me a warning that people have complained, so i have to change it :mad:
and three racists will be let off after they murdered and asian student the other year, and coz the scottish justice system is ****ed, they beat the charges :mad:
plus at the moment my life just plain sucks, its sucks more than lewinsky, and that is a lot of suckin
If you asked me if you should kill yourself, I would say....
NO!
Do it for us. Do it for VB-World. :p
j/k of course
Please dont' say stuff like that. I hope you're kidding.Quote:
Originally posted by Skitchen8
no, you should kill me first... i almost did it today, but its my bros b-day... but theres a good chance ill do it tommorrow, after all today was the first time that i tried to kill myself and i wasn't even scared.
If you and the other person that said this is just joking then it ain't at all funny.
Otherwise, think how f***ing selfish it is for a start, to the people left behind. You'll be screwing their lives up. Your depression will pass.
Please, both of you, do not kill yourself. Over the summer, something happened that made me feel awful, I couldn't eat for a week and I really didn't feel like waking up in the morning. I didn't really want to kill myself, I just didn't want to bother with living... However, right now, things are going pretty good. I'm making a bunch of new friends this year(I started dressing differently. People tend to stay away from you when you wear all black like I did last year.), I'm losing weight and getting in shape, and finally I'm going to London and Paris this summer.
I went from feeling like absolute crap, to feeling a little better, then crap again, then better, then even better... :) I would explain everything, but I don't feel like typing it all up again....
No man don't do it, we will miss you like hell!!, and Rach says that she loves you too much :), and we wont get the chance to meet up and laugh at each others stupid accents :p, and best of all we will miss you amazing ability to recite lyrics, fair enough we are not sure what they mean half the time, but hey they are cool anyways.
And if it is any consilation me and Rach are down at the minute, i think that it is because we are all missing each other, and also missing the oportunity to take the piss out of Lance :p
so please don't do we would miss you, and also i think that Maryland cookies would probably make some kind of loss because of the lack of trade from you.
well you can always do what we have been doing today, we have been tie dying anything that seems to stay still for too long, and yes this means underwear and sock.
if some of this depression is due to Martin Liss just ignore his threats, even if he tries to ban you, you can come back through the uni proxy :p, and also Martin is a bit of a **** at times and he takes things way to far, for example deleting threads that everyone else finds harmless, i personally don't think that he has any basis to warn you about your language because he has never met you and he doesn't know what you are like.
So please cheer up i want to see you at christmas :)
note to Martin Liss if you delete this thread i will consider this an insult to me and my friendship with the people that i know, and i will take appropropriate action towards you.
thanks man, im feelin a little bit better now, i read ur post and laughed man, i miss takin the piss out of ol lancey, he still has my dreamcast game!!
then for some reason i loaded winamp and played a random song, it played down rodeo (evil empire), and for some bizzare reason a song about oppression cheered me up :confused:
i think it was the kick ass riff :)
tell rach thanks, im feelin better now, not suicidal anymore anyways :)
although i dont think ill be tyedying anything!! lol
glad to hear that you are a little more cheered up.
and Tie Dying is sooo much fun, you wouldn't believe :rolleyes:
i think that you should listen to System of A down - chop suey, wicked song, or Rage - killing in the name, that should help cheer you up :)
come on dean, u know me
what song do u think i went to after "down rodeo"
"baby one more time" of course!! :rolleyes:
i did listen 2 killing in the name, the end just made me smile!! then i listened 2 kashmir (symphonic) which finished the job, i suggest u download that, it is SUCH a chill out tune, not the original (thats more rock) but the symphonic version
and as for chopsuey, i heard it a while ago, and what can i say, class song :)
Cheer up Ghost :)
Don't let silly things get to you - it isn't worth it
Hope everything gets better for you soon
ok, I'm just going to come out and say it. I'M DEPRESS EVERY F***EN DAY OF MY LIFE!! AND I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY SELF!!! but, then again, why should I kill myself if there are some people out there that loves me?? maybe your (or I'm) not thinking stright?? or am I just too stupid and want to take the easy way out without noticeing all the love from other people like your parenets?? I think that ever day. Now's here's a little poem I had made, still haven't got around to finish it, but it's a start:
Why dose it has to be me?
The lives I live have no meaning.
Because no one love me.
And no one cares about me.
Everyone is my enemy and I have no foes.
So this is the life inside me that I hide behind an unreadable face of no feelings.
But I’m sad, all the time, from the inside.
And here I think of an out come of how my life could be better.
A life of peace and a life of love, but there’s no life at all.
there, hope you like it.
pix, thanks, im feelin a bit better now :)
simon, good point man, and nice poem :)
no prob. man, once I get the full poem finish, I'll repost it up.
safe
btw...here are some songs I recomeand you to hear:
Hog – Get A Job
Linkin’ Park – One Step Closer
Linkin’ Park – Crawling
Linkin’ Park – Runaway
Linkin’ Park – In The End
Ghetto Boys – Damn it feels good to be a gangster
Bone Thugs N Harmony - Crossroad
Natalie Imbruglia - Smoke
here are some poems I've made:
How come life got to be a *****?
Even in the after life.
When tears of sadness comes
To wash your eyes out.
You think of your life
And think of the out come.
Only if you could, think, or speak up
You could of gotten the courage too.
But no
You just sit here and think of the out come.
Only if, and only if, you could of speak up and talk to the person you liked.
No one ever talks to me
And I don’t know why.
And if someone does talk to me
They just put me down.
I’m always sad from the inside
But I’m hiding it on the outside.
I just wished I were never born
That way this **** well never happen to me.
But since I was born, I just have to line with it
And with the pain inside.
How come my life got to suck--?
Even if it isn’t
How come people want to start a fight with me--?
Even if I don’t want to
I guess this is my life,
A life that is boring and stupid
You call me stupid if I answer a question wrong
Or answer it with a stupid answer
But does that mean I really stupid
Or really smart
I guess you nor, I well never know
It’s up to faith and faith itself to answer all my
And your questions
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Originally posted by denniswrenn
People tend to stay away from you when you wear all black like I did last year.)...
whats wrong with wearing all black? i wear (almost) all black
people here ph34r you..i live in prep land :rolleyes:
it gets b33t3r ghost, just do whatever you gotta do to deal with it, but dont kill urself. ive been there, it aint worth it
I don't want people to ph34r me.....Quote:
Originally posted by nabeels786
whats wrong with wearing all black? i wear (almost) all black
people here ph34r you..i live in prep land :rolleyes:
well you would if they were *******s and found going to the bathroom funny...
I want those people to ph34r me, but not many people in my school are like that (the ones that are like that are l0s3rz)
heh..90% of my school = l0s3rz
Stuffed if i'm going to read all this crap but you selfish stupid motherbitch!
Every so often i help my mate out who works at a place called getabout. Getabout is company the deals with caring for disabled kids!
Most of whom have some diesease of which i've forggotten the name of. These kids are fine and dandy running around like normal kids until about 3 years old then they fall behind in learning and get diagnosed with this illness they then still can walk for about 100m without needing a rest till about the age of 6-8 years old. Then they are confined to a wheel chair forever. They then start to lose the ability to move there legs at 10 years old, arms at 12-20 talk slower some depending on the impact it's had cant talk by 20-25 and struggle to keep there heads up right and end up dieing by the age of 25-35! By the time there around 30 if they get that old need injections daily so there heart keeps pumping and they usually die of a heart attack. They are told they are gonna die at the age of 5 and live with that fact until they die at the ripe old age of 30!
Now when i'm feeling sorry for myself i just look at these guys who are the happiest ppl i've ever met and are laughing there tits of just because they woke up this morning and think at least i can walk, talk breathe and will hopefully live a longer life than them!
Then theres the ppl who care for them they gotta live with the fact that there gonna die very very shortly! In fact one guy just got married at 29 how do you think the wife feels knowing he probably only has 2 years left and even then they are gonna be the worst days of his life!
I'm sorry ghost ryder but you dont get no pity from me unless your trapped by some decaying illness that you havent let on!
I feel sorry for you that your so depressed about whatever it is but if you need cheering up i'm sure by all means you can come up here and talk to these guys and see what there reaction is to you wanting to kill yourself! Then live with them as well for a while!
Or strap yourself in a wheelchair for 12 months dont move your hand, arms, feet, legs then see if ya want to kill yourself!
After meeting them see how much you want to kill yourself!
wow
*sniff*
its true
just about everything... the gurl that i love ditched me for some other guy, game me a stupid excuse for not liking me, but its all better now (or at least till the pot wears off)Quote:
Originally posted by ghost ryder
skitchen- whats wrong man??
katie- thanks, that helped a bit
but i think im gonna leave it and see what people say, its not like people pay that much attention to me is it!! :)
good, cheer up man :)
that's f$cked up man, smokin pot and killing yourself over a GIRLQuote:
Originally posted by Skitchen8
just about everything... the gurl that i love ditched me for some other guy, game me a stupid excuse for not liking me, but its all better now (or at least till the pot wears off)
that's lame man, just lame
no, smoking pot is fun, and shes worth it to me.......Quote:
Originally posted by jpbtennisman
that's f$cked up man, smokin pot and killing yourself over a GIRL
that's lame man, just lame
Over a girl????
Jimbo what about your kids????
I wish you's all had the moeny to come down here and spend 1 day of your lives with the ppl i know!
You'll soon realise that your bieng selfish and totally selfcentred.
Maybe thats half your problem realising that the world doesnt revolve around you and that there are many many more people out there with much greater problems than you.
I mean facing death and dieng or a girl that may not like you??
Pretty obvious i think!
**** the political correctness.
Ya bunch of ****ing tree-hugging self-abusing paranoid neurotic ass-raping scum-sucking freaks. What the **** is the point in killing yourself ?
Over some little slapper ? For **** sake man get a ****ing grip.
Killing yourself is the most selfish thing you can do to your family and friends and its just ****ing stupid.
In the greater scheme of things, who gives a **** who dumped who and who slept with who ? We're all just here to have a good time, not to ****ing debate suicide with a bunch of programmers at 4am in the morning.
Ya bunch of ****ing losers.
(well not all of you :))
I didn't quite follow you there Jamie... Are u for or against suicide?? :D :D :D
Yeah stuart, im all for it you tit-mongrel :rolleyes:
Jamie, love your style. I agree with you but a little bit of sympathy wouldn't go amiss. The poor guys are feeling sad and lonely and unwanted. aah. :rolleyes:
Dennis - don't come to England. We don't want you. :D
GR: You've always given the impression of being someone who wants to change the world. Well, you're not going to manage that if you're dead...
Jim: Have you any idea what that would do to your kids? Children can be permanently scarred by divorce; what the hell do you think killing yourself would do to them?
And the rest of you who claim to have considered it: get a ****ing grip. I'm fairly sure that GR is only saying this for the attention - he's not the most mature of people - but it's faintly possible that he means it. A whole swathe of "Dude... a girl dumped me... I'm so alone.... I wanna kill myself too..." **** really isn't going to help. Just grow the **** up.
Quote:
Suicide is the last resort of the complete ******.
Nice quote :)
I think it's from Shakespeare... hmmm maybe the merchant of venice...
one of the reasons i didnt!!Quote:
Originally posted by InvisibleDuncan
GR: You've always given the impression of being someone who wants to change the world. Well, you're not going to manage that if you're dead...
i think i said this somewhere else, but i hadnt read this, so ill say it againQuote:
I'm fairly sure that GR is only saying this for the attention - he's not the most mature of people - but it's faintly possible that he means it.
duncan, go **** yourself
Anyone who asks other people if they should or should not commit suicide is a ****ing waste of space and should probably go top themselves anyway. Not that they'd have the balls, buts its gotta be a cry for attention.
Get a grip and grow up ya stupid tit.
Jamie's right, you should consider yourself lucky, I fail to see the humour in this thread if that's what it's meant to be. :mad:
Depression runs in my family, in the last few years I've lost an Uncle and Aunt due to suicides. I've seriously considered it twice and both my Nan & Brother have been to the quacks to get help for depression before. :(
Whatevers bugging you will go away in a few days, it ain't worth it at the end of the day. Try getting p!ssed (or cannabis before Dennis suggests it) to take you out of it.
There speaks the voice of experience.
The rest of you whinging w*nkers shut up and get on with it.
look i know its a stupid thing 2 do!!
i just got SOOOO depressed, it was a whole load of things, not just coz marty had a go at me, please, i takes more than that 2 make me depressed
but after talkin 2 some friends on the phone and this poll (which was meant to see what people on this board though) i started 2 think properly, and i realised suicide is haram, so i just stopped feelin that way and cheered up
jamie, u may have a nice and happy life, i dont. dont start making threads calling me a freak just coz i said i was depressed, ur just as bad as duncan, u dont like me, so what, get over it
I dont have a nice family life.
Get over it.
sorry to hear about that
they are NOT petty problems, just cos i dont share them with everyone, dont mean they are petty
and i DID get over it, how many times to i have to explain this, and im not gonna end it, its haram
did u edit ur post??
:eek:
Hey, let's all chill out a bit eh... my computer is suffering from asteriskus overdose... ok GR may have taken a different approach to his problems and maybe doesnt understand the seriousness of what he said but at the same time I dont think that it is healthy to dismiss people's feelings whether or not you think it is valid. I dunno... i don't harbour any bad feelings for anyone on this forum.. each has his/her own personality (some have none :p ) but hell....
bah.. i am sounding like a friggin televangelist :eek: So, to quote Kang from the Simpsons... flurking schnit!!
It seems that this 'aint the place to come for sympathy.
Next time, ghost ryder, call the samaritans!
p.s. Are you the cool ghost rider from the marvel comics?
nah nah beachbum, let him dismiss, everyone dismisses me at some point in there lives :) its like a law, infact i think its ur turn next
fried egg-no unfortunatly i dont have a hell cycle, flaming skull for a head, super strength or the ability to make someone feel the amount of emotional pain they have caused people (what a cool power)......
.....but i try :)
oh and i think u will find that it is......
HOLY FLURKING SCHNIT!!
That one was one of my favourites (second to Gambit from the X-Men), couldn't get the Ghost Ryder comics in my neck of the woods though when I was young :rolleyes:
I just find the concept of asking the the opinion on suicide from total strangers, and not only that, total strangers on a programming forum, rather ludicrous.
What did u say ? :D :D :D :D hahahahaha oopsQuote:
Originally posted by ghost ryder
nah nah beachbum, let him dismiss, everyone dismisses me at some point in there lives :) its like a law, infact i think its ur turn next
Hey that Kang/Hallowe'en episode was theeeee funniest Simpsons I have seen in ages... Jerry Springer etc... what a hoot ! :D
beach- hehehe, right, u have had ur turn, who's next?? lol
it was a classic episode :D
alex- yeah, ghostryder was the man, and they are making a movie :D
and there is bound to be a sequel with the danny ketch storyline (the film is based on johnny blaze)
should kick everyones ass!!
jamie- yeah well i was in a particularly ludacrus state of mind then
Tetchy, aren't we? :rolleyes:Quote:
Originally posted by ghost ryder
duncan, go **** yourself
so you would prefer people to just sit there and bottle up all of their feelings and then get pregasivly worse, i think as long as they talk to someone it shouldn't matter who as long as they listen.Quote:
Originally posted by plenderj
I just find the concept of asking the the opinion on suicide from total strangers, and not only that, total strangers on a programming forum, rather ludicrous.
hey dean, thanks for stickin up 4 me man :)
did u know that kovan apparantly got banned?? :confused:
and duncan, i just thought id be to the point, save u time :rolleyes:
Thanks for being so considerate. :pQuote:
Originally posted by ghost ryder
and duncan, i just thought id be to the point, save u time :rolleyes:
well thats me, mr considerate
or is it mr terrorist, or mr fat, or mr hey u in the bushes
i really cant remember