everytime i sit and study i try to focus 100% on what im doing. i just keep feeling like i loose interest in it all the time and not really something that keeps me interested anymore, been like this for about a year now

I want to do IT and have a career in IT one day but i think i may have to face the reality .. programming is not for me !

Just wont click, i cant seem to understand it no matter how hard i try and research, i dont like the mathematical and logical way it works, its not my strong point, i find mroe interest in IP addresses, Netowrking and the server side of things, infrastructure.

Feels like i have forced myself to study programming for a year as it might be the most wealthy outcome of IT .. the software side but im doing programming for all the wrong reasons, and if im doing that then i wont learn anything as i dont really want to inside. I mean its been a year and i havent evern got half way through a book, i keep stopping and starting all the time, no good!


Well thats my little outburst over with lol.

i just feel so unmotivated in the programming side of things for some reason ... maybe programming isnt for me?